Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Billy : love, life, and bestfriend

here's a story about an insane girl who loves her Billy so much.


she found her Billy at the first time when he was lying on the street, licking thru his black-white-brown fur. she was so damn attracted to Billy ever since, who was named "Empus" before her dad finally gave the name "Billy"


Raden Mas Billy Setya Menanti was named after his blue-blood (hueheheee) alias darah birunya yang keturunan kucing anggora. Setya Menanti diberi karena dia sangat setia menanti majikannya, apalagi kalo dia ada maunya. yaitu makan friskies.

buntutnya Billy panjang, sepanjang 28 cm--she measured it couple times--dan ujungnya berwarna putih. kalo lagi mati lampu, buntutnya Billy yang panjang dan ujungnya berwarna putih ini sangat cocok jadi penunjuk jalan. Billy bukan kucing kampung biasa, dia keturunan angora. bulunya lebih tebel daripada kucing kampung biasa. karena itulah Billy diberi gelar Raden Mas. hahaa.


liat deh buntutnya, ujungnya putih kaaannn


he LOVED to sleep this style.



and as time goes by, now she lost her lovely Billy. she was unsure that Billy was lost--kucing punya kelakuan aneh, yaitu kabur beberapa hari buat kawin--but then after a month, she finally did.

sigh.

does God really know that she cares to her Billy so much?

she remember back then, when she was crying alone at one cold night, nobody was there. but Billy was there. She didnt expect much of what a cat can do to calm her down. but guess what, Billy naik ke pangkuannya, melihat ke matanya yang berlinang seakan dia bicara, "udaah kak, jangan nangis lagi. disini ada Billy".

even if a cat does not talk, he waits there like he talks...

she also remember when she was so lonely, or when she desperately needed a friend to talk, or even when she was afraid of something that wasn't really there, her beloved Billy was there for her. no other, just Billy.

if God does know that she cares so much to her Billy, why would God separate them away?
suatu malam, ketika dia keluar buat beli ketoprak buat si babe, she met Billy on the way to the vendor.
she : Billy... puss...

dan Billy mengekor dibelakangnya~

kalo dia mandi, Billy selalu nungguin dia selesai mandi. Billy selalu tiduran di keset depan kamar mandi dimana tuannya, majikannya, kakaknya mandi. Billy would do that, no matter how long his master would take time just to bathe.

God, do You know that Billy means a lot to her?

chemistry that happened between she and her Billy was extraordinary. mungkin kalian yang baca tulisan lebay ini gak percaya, but when she made Billy promise to her about something, Billy pasti dateng memenuhi janjinya.

aah.. Billy Billy... if you were a boy, she would date you and never break up with you.

apparently, she realised now, why in the world she is so in love with Billy. her heart broke to much, and she just needed a friend that always there. and that she gave up in love. she got it all in a cat. she thought that a cat would never broke her heart..

she is insane. she is out of her mind. but that is what she felt. she found her love, her life, and her always-there bestfriend all in a cat.
ketika dia tidur, yang dipeluknya cuma Billy. ketika dia pergi, yang diingatnya cuma Billy. ketika dia butuh teman, yang ada cuma Billy.

and now that Billy is gone away.
she cried. to my beloved Billy:
you are my love when i need one.
you are my life when im down.
you are my bestfriend when im so alone.
you are always special to me.
cos you are special.



goodbye Billy,



my superCat...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Just Another Story

loving you secretly might be so wrong.
but i cant take it.
i just love you--and that's it.

i got confused. YOU are confusing.
i just know that keeping a secret--my very own secret--is so damn hard.

something secret should be kept silent.

but i cant take it.
maybe you should know that i am thinkin of you each and every time.
you've come to my sences.
how can i ever be freed of you?


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

if you're not the one - daniel bedingfield


i am so naive.
i want you. i need you. but i keep telling myself that i dont need you. i lied. i lied to everyone even to myself.

cos im too afraid of falling down.
every love i know is only about pain and falling down.
pain.
hurt.

ive hurt so much.

i know it's not right--loving you. i guess i should do what i should do--stop thinking of you. but i could fall in love with you. secretly.

i cried once, knowing that i love you and knowing that i'll be hurt again. that is why i keep on lying, deceiving. maybe if i lie to myself i wouldnt get hurt. maybe if i lie to myself the feeling will go away.


Fall in love, then it ends
I swear: This will be my last heartbreak
Even the cherry blossom trees shaking in the wind,
Will bloom one day soon.

The sudden summer rain,
Passed by my tears in a quiet stream
A scene so like one from my memories
A summer re-run of a fall drama.

Why do I keep getting done in by the same punch,
And yet still continue to fight?
That's one of life's little mysteries.

sakura drops (english version) - utada hikaru


it's true, i am that somebody, i am somewhere you dont know. and i am thinking of you...

God, please tell me what i should do best.

Friday, January 09, 2009

Dedicated to My Beloved Sister EVER!

the very first time i heard my sister is marrying THAT man, i was like 'my sister is taken away from me...'

anyways--i dont have a sister, i know. she's only my cousin. so what? gak perlu ada embel embel sepupu buat seorang kakak. i love her like my very own sister. wait, she IS my sister. beloved. ever.

i do remember all the silly things that we did. all the intimate time between sisterhood... kita emang ga bisa jalan jalan sebebas dulu lagi. ato nelfon curhatan sampe malem. hanya karena kakak gw udah punya suami.

but i realised then, my sister is still there for me. she is still my sister. i still love her, and always be...


26 Oktober 2009

hari yang menegangkan. bukan cuma buat gue, tapi pasti juga buat kakak gue. hari itu, gue harus merelakan kakak gue tersayang hidup bersama orang lain. yang mana, dalam pengertian gue, kakak gue gak sebebas dulu lagi. gue gak bisa seenaknya nelfon dia lama lama, curhat tentang macem macem dan ngebanyol bersama...

kakakku menikah hari itu.


AKAD NIKAH

i was about to cry, that time--the ijap kabul time, but in the same time i was happy to know that finally my sister got her man. the man was sitting next to her.

she was beautiful. so beautiful than ever.

i prayed a lot at that time. supaya calon kakak ipar gua bisa lancar ngucapin ijap kabulnya. dan.. alhamdulillah, SAH. udah HALAL sekarang. hahahaaa

im speechless im spellbound. i have nothing more to say but,
'ka egha selamat yaaaaaa..... love you kaaaa.....'

RESEPSI

kakak gua... sumpah cantik banget...

after the ijapkabul been done, the party was started at 7 pm. i have no other job but: EAT and do something like......

Friday, January 02, 2009

HAPPY NU YIRR!

DESA.

gak pernah mimpi gue, kalo suatu hari nanti gw bakal punya rumah di desa.
tapi nyatanya sekarang, dengan bokap gw yang lagi ditugaSin ke Serang, ahirnya dia beli rumah baru di sebuah desa, bernama Desa Sepang.

papa: 'sebentar lagi kita nyampe di Tokyo, nih'
mama, ade gw, gw: ?????
papa: 'Sepang kan ibukotanya Tokyo,'
gw: 'JEPANG kali paah! grrrrrrr'

haaa~

emang sih rumah gw ga berada di desa persis, tapi di komplek perumahan yang dibangun di tengah tengah desa. udaranya bagus, bersiiiiihhh banget. tapi yaaa, namanya juga di desa, penduduk yang pada punya kebo sama kambing dilepas gitu aja peliharaannya, sampe sampe dia masuk ke komplek perumahan gw. sampe sampe...

gw: niat belajar. buka buku bisnis chapter 17. tibatiba...

MBEEEEEKKKKKK

gw: ignore. lanjut baca buku. tapi...

MBEEEEKKKKKK MBEEEEKKKKK

gw: ngintip ke jendela. ada dua kambing. still, ignore it. lanjut baca buku sampe...

MBEEEEEEEKKKK MBEEEEKKK MBEEEEEKKKKK

gw: AMPUN DEH TU KAMBING TAU GAK SIH GUE LAGI NIAT???!!

MBEEEEEKKKKKKKK

gw: ngintip ke jendela. tiga kambing masuk ke garasi rumah.
gw: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ya yaa.. begitulah desa.

warnet jauh, koneksi 3G non available, koneksi payah~
malahan, yang dinamain MALL sama orang Serang tuh ya PIJAY nya jakarta! mamam tuh mall!


NIAT BELAJAR, TAPIII....

gue sadar tanggal 5 Januari nanti, begitu masuk itu langsung UAS. gue juga bawa buku *cieh, tumben* Akuntansi, Ekonomi Mikro, Bisnis, Matek. tapi, dengan alasan kambing yang selalu mengembek *padahal sih gak berisik berisik banget--kecuali dia pada masuk garasi yang belom dipagerin* atau apalah. pokoknya ada aja deh alasan gw buat gak belajar.

i know im gonna feel sorry for this. sigh


EVEN BILLY GOT A GIRLFRIEND!

Raden Mas Billy, kucing gw, gw ajak berlibur ke Serang. sedikit repot sih bawa dia. tapiii, cukup bikin gw betah disana.

suatu malam Billy gak pulang. gw takut dia kenapa napa. namanya juga lingkungan baru buat dia. besoknya ahirnya gw cari dia keliling komplek.

capek capek gw cariii, ternyata dia malah lagi enak-enakan sama ceweknya! *dasar pejantan* tapi gw bisa bilang ceweknya Billy itu cakep, bersih lah. warnanya putih-krem gitu. gw namain aja dia BERTA WATI.

haa, papa. ckck, no comment lah...


BORING NU YIRR EVE

dalam suatu percakapan sms...

didi: fan, kpn mw bljr brg lg?
fany: kan kmrn udah. lo ga dtg knp hayooo?
didi: o, cm sekali doank bljrnya. kmrn gw ga bsa, ada acr kel. ah payah nh
fany: paling abis taunbaruan di. dmn lo taunbaru?
did: yauda kbrin. gw d crown..

di crown? waaah, it must be a magnificent holiday.

taun baruan di desa was just like an ordinary nights for me. sprint film di tv, masak, maen laptop, nyariin kucing, duduk duduk, tiduran, bosen, bosen, dan booooooseeennn...

it was a silent new year. please consider that it was a village. only a few children came out and play around while they blewing at such a horn. but however, bunyi jangkrik lebih indah menggema daripada bunyi terompet. ahirnya gw begadang sampe jam 4 cuma nontonin the da vinci code sampe abis.

tapi Alhamdulillah, gw bukan korban Gaza, yang gak bisa rayain taun baru dengan tenang. Alhamdulillah, Allah masih beri gw chance to live. padahal gw nista. padahal gw penyakitan. Alhamdulillah...


well, just some story then. obat rindu nulis blog. udah cukup lama juga gak ngepost.

HAPPY NU YIRR!!!
dont go with your past, your future awaits.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

No One Would Fall For Such a Stupidity

gw pernah mengalami kejadian bodoh--sangat bodoh, awfully stupid. gini ceritanya......


the first story is about The BP Tragedy

temanku, sahabatku tersayang bernama Anastasia Primasari Widyastuti *tambahin: Utami Dewi Sekar Sari Ceria Sepanjang Hari. nama lo panjang amat sih prim* menelfonku untuk sekedar curhat. ahirnya, kita memutuskan untuk bertemu di BP, hari Rabu, jam 2 setelah gw balik dari kampus. untung hari itu gak ada kuliah TBI--The British Institute, jadi gw bisa pulang cepet.

*mulai dari sini, BP gw dan BP Prima akan berbeda warna*

prima: yaudah yuk ketemuan aja, sekalian nyari kado buat dinda. sekalian lo bisa curhat juga kan fan
gw: oh ayo ayo! kapan prim?
prima: gw sih bisa aja minggu minggu ini. gw kan abis UTS jadi belom ada kuliah
gw: hmm tapi gw gak bisa besok, gw masi ada ujian Matek. Rabu gimana? eh tapi bentar deh, gw ambil jadwal TBI gw dulu *anak IBS pasti ngerti*
gw: Rabu ya prim? bisa gak? TBI gue baru mulai minggu depan, jadi bisa nih.
prima: oh yaudah, jam berapa fan?
gw: ya abis gw selesai kuliah lah. hmm... kira kira jam 2an, bisa?
prima: oh oke oke. mau dimana?
gw: BP aja yuk Prim, deket sama kampus gue.
prima: oh BP?! yaudah, deket juga tuh sama rumah gue!

BP oh BP...

sampe sampe di BP--setelah mengalami perjalanan panjang dengan kendaraan berwarna merah yang doyan buang gas, lelet, namun paling dinanti dan diminati sepanjang masa, ditambah mogok mogok 3x seperjalanan ke BP, ditambah lagi gue adu bacot sama sopirnya gara gara dari kemang ke BP aja mahal *bener bener gak elit deh berantem gue--ahirnya gue nyampe juga di BP.

begitu gw melangkah masuk, gw langsung nelfon prima,
gw: prim, dimana prim? gue udah nyampe nih
prima: gue lagi di gramed fan, lo dimana?
gw: *gramed? weird, pretty weird. havent seen any gramedia store in BP*
gw: gw baru aja masuk prim, gw deket Ring Master. lo dimana? Gramed? gunung agung kali?
prima: gunung agung? orang gw di Gramed kok! lo dimana?
gw: *HAH?????*
gw: di lobby, lobby. lo di lantai berapa sih? gramedia itu di lantai berapa sih?
prima: ooh, gw di lantai satu. yaudah gw tunggu lo di J.Co aja ya fan
gw: *J.Co???? di BP kaannn................*
gw: prim prim, lo lagi dimana sih? lo lagi di BP kan BLOK M PLAZA???
prima: HAH? *sounds triple surprise*
prima: gw di BINTARO PLAZA fan!!
gw: WHAT THE------- *langsung lemes, memberhentikan pencarian Prima, mematung di tengah jalan*
prima: loh emang lo lagi di BlokM Plaza?
gw: iya Prim! BP yang deket kampus gue ya cuma BlokM Plaza!
prima: BP yang deket rumah gw ya cuma Bintaro Plaza!

hmptfh

jadi kesimpulannya, kita sama sama di BP, cumaaaaa, gw di BP yang deket kemang, nah si Prima di BP yang deket Pondok Aren.

daaaaannn juga, kesimpulannya, perjalanan gue sia sia karena buang buang 15.000 buat ongkos, mana pake berantem pula sama si tukang kendaraan-suka-buang-gas. Prim, laen kali kalo kita ngajakin orang ketemuan di BP, jangan disingkat yaa, tegesin aja BP nya BP bintaro apa blok m.

WUAHAHAHAHAHAAAA

setelah dipikir pikir, gue kok odong banget ya saat itu?? harusnya gue udah mulai nyadar pas prima sms suru ketemuan di Cahaya, karena di BlokM Plaza gak ada cahaya, adanya Matahari--sempet mikir, emang di BP ada cahaya? matahari kali? apa matahari udah ganti jadi cahaya? apa cahaya matahari? ha?--dan harusnya gue juga nyadar, ruma prima ke blok m kan gak sedeket itu. ditambah lagi perjalanan gue yang panjang abis, makan waktu dan ongkos *kemang-blokM aja panjang banget berasa kaya kemang-kemanggisan; yang harusnya 10.000 jadi 15.000. kalo bukan demi Prima yang gue pikir telah menanti di tempat yang sama, gw gak bakalan rela* dan harusnya lagi, most important of all, gue nanya sama si prima *ato elo prim nanya ama gue* BP nya BP mana

haaaaaahhhh odong. hahahahaaa....

jadi pesen gue untuk kali ini cuma satu, siapapun yang mau ketemuan di BP, TANYA, BP mana, bintaro apa blok M. salah salah malah ada BP Tragedy 2, mengulang kejadian gw si calon direktur sama si calon psikolog Prima. hahahahaaaa... Prim. kita saking pinternya jadi odong begitu ya prim. huaahahahaaa