Sunday, September 27, 2009

Diary of Chika Laura : Seeing Life in a Female Cat's Eyes



HALLO!


aku Chika Laura. lagi lagi Chika Laura. aku adalah seekor kucing angora peak-nose berumur 9,5 bulan, menyukai warna pink, dan bercita-cita menjadi balerina.

kata kakakku, aku tuh ngegemesin, lucu, gendut, cantik tapi bandel. soalnya aku suka boboan di tanah berumput di halaman belakang rumahku, sama di tempat jemuran yang lembab. makanya aku dibilang bandel sama kakak. abis enak sih bobo disitu gak ada yang gangguin :3

gara gara itu aku dibilang bandel sama kakak. tapi tetep aja aku cantik :>

aku kalo bobo kata kakak suka ngorok. padahal sih enggak. aku cuma purr purr purr gitu doang kok, nggak ngorok.

oia. kakakku yang namanya fany tuh suka aneh deh. ssstt jangan bilang bilang yaa kalo aku bilang dia aneh hihi. abisnyaaa, dia suka bilang 'Chika, sini mana tangannya? salaman dulu dong sama kakak.' aneh kan dia? ya jelas jelas aku gak punya tangan. empat-empatnya yang aku punya ya kaki semua. duuh kakak nih -,-


namaku adalah Chika Laura dan aku sangat suka namaku. aku adalah kucing angora peak-nose yang penakut dan sangat menyukai membunuh cicak. kata kakak, aku adalah Dewi Pencabut Nyawa bagi cicak cicak. :3

udah ah, segitu dulu aku nulisnya. sampai bertemu lagi.



ADIOS!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Diary of Chika Laura

HALLO!

namaku Chika Laura. umurku sampe bulan September 2009 ini 9,5 bulan. aku adalah kucing angora peak-nose.

dua hari ini aku diajak berlibur sama keluargaku ke rumah aku yang satunya lagi. tempatnya jauuuhhh banget. kata kakak fany sih rumahnya ada di Serang. aku gak tau deh Serang itu dimana. yang aku tau tempatnya jauh banget! dulu sih aku udah pernah kesana sama Chiko, kucing jantan warna putih yang dijodohin sama aku. tapi itu dulu, waktu aku masih kecil. sekarang aku dateng kesini sendirian--untuk seekor kucing piaraan yang ikut sama majikannya. kenapa ya Chiko gak diajak juga sama kakak?

aku kesana naek kotak berjalan. aduuhh aku sebenernya gak suka naek kotak berjalan itu. tapi mau gimana lagi. tempatnya sempit padahal orangnya ada banyak. barang bawaannya juga banyak. tapi lumayan deh, di dalemnya dingin, empuk lagi tempat duduknya. selama perjalanan naek kotak berjalan itu, aku liat banyak kotak berjalan laen yang lalu lalang. apa mereka mau ke Serang juga ya? hmm...

malem malem pas sampe di rumahku yang satunya lagi, aku langsung disuruh makan. aku sih gak pernah nolak kalo disuruh makan. apalagi kalo disuguhin Royal Canin hmmmm yummy sluurpp! sayang kakak cuma bisa kasih Royal Canin sekali dua bulan. kata kakak mahal banget harganya.

Ya Allah, semoga kakak diberi rezeki yang banyak biar kakak bisa beliin Chika makanan enak ini terus. amin.

abis makan, aku langsung tidur, sekamar sama keluargaku. purrrrr~

besok paginya.......

aku bangun pagi pagi. papah mandi soalnya dia mau ke kantor. heran deh, kenapa sih manusia suka banget mandi pake aer? iiih, aku gak suka deh mandi pake aer. kakakku tuh ya, sukaaa banget mandiin aku pake aer. gak tau apa dia, aku kan kucing; binatang yang paling suka sama kebersihan. kalo badanku udah kotor, aku kan bisa bersihin badanku sendiri. gak perlu pake aer.

abis papah pergi ke kantor, aku ikut mamah belanja di tukang sayur depan rumah. waah, ternyata sebelah kiri rumahku lapangan yang luaaaasss banget. Chiko pasti suka nih maen disini. sayang dia gak diajak.

hari pertama liburanku ini badanku gak enak banget. lemes deh rasanya. kayaknya aku mabok deh gara gara naek kotak berjalan. seharian di hari pertama kerjaanku tidur. aku gak nafsu makan. kak fany berisikin aku terus biar aku makan, tapi aku lemes banget. sampe sampe kak fany selimutin aku, katanya biar aku gak kedinginan.

yang aku sebelin di hari pertama liburanku ini, selain aku gak enak badan, aku ditinggalin selama 4 jam lebih sama keluargaku pas aku lagi sakit! mana dirumah gelap, dingin, sendirian lagi! aku kan kucing yang penakut! huhuuhuuu... :<

besok paginya lagi.......

aku bangun pagi pagi lagi. aku ikut mama lagi belanja di tukang sayur yang naek motor di depan rumah, persis setelah papa berangkat kerja. aku maen maen di halaman depan rumah. udaranya seger. lebih seger daripada rumahku yang di Bekasi. lebih lebih lebih lebih seger lagi udaranya daripada udara di rumah lama ku di Slipi.

aku kejar kejaran sama cangcorang, sama jangkrik, sama belalang, sama kupukupu. aku maen sama semut item yang gede. aku lari larian ke depan sampe ke halaman belakang rumah, walaupun luasnya gak sama kayak dirumahku yang di Bekasi atau di Slipi. aku pelototin semua kucing yang lewat depan rumahku, biar mereka gak masuk ke rumahku. aku maenan tali. aku panjat tembok sana sini. waah, pokoknya hari kedua liburanku ini aku seneng banget deh!

tapi ada satu yang bikin aku ngeri ngeliatnya.
yaitu MBEK.

kak fany yang bawa aku ngeliat mbek di depan rumah. dia bilang, 'Chika, Chika, sini Chik, liat mbek di depan!' sambil gendong gendong aku pas aku lagi santai ngeliatin semut item yang lagi jalan jalan.

mereka itu gede, berkali kali lipat gedenya daripada aku. walaupun aku liat mbek yang masih kecil, tapi tetep aja mereka lebih gede. dan lebih bau. lebih berisik. lebih nyeremin. mereka punya bulu bulu di dagunya. mereka juga punya tanduk diantara telinganya. pokoknya mereka bikin aku takut deh. hiiy...

sore sore, pas papah pulang kantor, kakak-kakakku, mamah sama papah langsung ngeberesin barang-barang dan masukin semuanya ke kotak berjalan itu. kak fany bilang kita pulang sekarang. aaaaa kakak, Chika masih mau liburan! :<


dan yaah, berakhirlah sudah liburanku yang menyenangkannya cuma sehari. kapan kapan aku mau ikut kalo diajak kesini lagi. tapi bukan buat liat mbek, buat liburan.


ADIOS!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

i miss my bestfriends

"just tonight, i saw the picture of three of us. it was cheering, i smiled happily when i saw it.
and then, i just felt that i miss them..




we were so close and nothing could separate us ever. but after that tragedy, we are off to ourselves. well, it's not really "US" but actually it's me off to them. since then, i hardly could trust anyone.
and then came a broken-hearted tragedy. it was in our class. when a lecture ask for a group, i could not hardly believe that they did that to me : they refused to be in a group with me in front of other classmates. i wish you know it girls, you broke the very deep of my heart since then.

however, it changed me a lot. i'm a quite girl ever since. i didnt laugh much and i didnt trust at many people. i wasnt feeling confident and comfort. yet, my brokenheart still pounding hard. i really wish you know it girls.

what was wrong with me was, my parents went wrong. and i really cant tell you about this. im sorry.

and now, i really wish you know this girls : I MISS YOU. i miss the way we laugh. i miss the way we hold on to each other and support each other. i dont like if i see you with any other friend to replace me. i cant stand it when i see you laugh without me. and i really feel alone when you dont walk beside me.

because i miss you and i cant tell you made me write this bullshit. yeaah.. i really hope you'd read this and understand this. but... this is only a shit anyway...

just to let you know, my besty, i always think about you alone.






i always think about us."


yaa.. begitulah apa yang gue tulis dalam notes facebook. i just cant help it. they have to know what's inside me for I cant tell them the truth.

girls, if only you see this, i will tell you what was happening with me right then.

"something went wrong with my parents."

ada sesuatu yang salah sama bokap gue. omongannya kasar, perbuatannya nyakitin, dan dia sama sekali ga bisa jadi panutan buat gue. gue benci sama dia. tapi disisi lain gue sayang sama dia--dia bokap gue. selain itu ada lagi hal hal lain yang bikin gue stres, yang gak bisa gue ceritain sama lo waktu itu. karena gue pikir, ngapain juga lo tau aib gue? dan karena gue ngiri sama lo, gue umpetin itu semua.

karena hal yang sepele. cuma karena gue ngerjain tugas sendirian dan seseorang tidak menyukainya, gue dipojokin. padahal mereka gak tau apa yang lagi ada di hati gue. aah bodohnya...

sejak saat itu kita seperti menabuh genderang perang. saling ngejauhin satu sama lain. tapi lo harus tau, tindakan lo menolak untuk sekelompok sama gue waktu di kelasnya pak wasi sangat amat cukup embuat gue nangis sendirian di rumah. gue gak nyangka lo bakal setega itu. nolak untuk sekelompok sama gue secara blak-blakan di depan temen temen lainnya di kelas. lo nyakitin hati gue tau gak!

tapi bagaimanapun juga kita sempat pernah bersahabat. dan itu yang bikin gue kangen..

ah.. betapa indahnya dulu waktu itu bareng bareng.. selalu bertiga kemana aja. foto foto sana sini, ngobrol ini itu...

yaah... kalo aja kalian baca tulisan gue ini.. tapi gue tau, lo semua gak ada yang peduli lagi sama gue kan? tapi harus lo tau satu hal, i always wonder about you. cos i miss you.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Billy : love, life, and bestfriend

here's a story about an insane girl who loves her Billy so much.


she found her Billy at the first time when he was lying on the street, licking thru his black-white-brown fur. she was so damn attracted to Billy ever since, who was named "Empus" before her dad finally gave the name "Billy"


Raden Mas Billy Setya Menanti was named after his blue-blood (hueheheee) alias darah birunya yang keturunan kucing anggora. Setya Menanti diberi karena dia sangat setia menanti majikannya, apalagi kalo dia ada maunya. yaitu makan friskies.

buntutnya Billy panjang, sepanjang 28 cm--she measured it couple times--dan ujungnya berwarna putih. kalo lagi mati lampu, buntutnya Billy yang panjang dan ujungnya berwarna putih ini sangat cocok jadi penunjuk jalan. Billy bukan kucing kampung biasa, dia keturunan angora. bulunya lebih tebel daripada kucing kampung biasa. karena itulah Billy diberi gelar Raden Mas. hahaa.


liat deh buntutnya, ujungnya putih kaaannn


he LOVED to sleep this style.



and as time goes by, now she lost her lovely Billy. she was unsure that Billy was lost--kucing punya kelakuan aneh, yaitu kabur beberapa hari buat kawin--but then after a month, she finally did.

sigh.

does God really know that she cares to her Billy so much?

she remember back then, when she was crying alone at one cold night, nobody was there. but Billy was there. She didnt expect much of what a cat can do to calm her down. but guess what, Billy naik ke pangkuannya, melihat ke matanya yang berlinang seakan dia bicara, "udaah kak, jangan nangis lagi. disini ada Billy".

even if a cat does not talk, he waits there like he talks...

she also remember when she was so lonely, or when she desperately needed a friend to talk, or even when she was afraid of something that wasn't really there, her beloved Billy was there for her. no other, just Billy.

if God does know that she cares so much to her Billy, why would God separate them away?
suatu malam, ketika dia keluar buat beli ketoprak buat si babe, she met Billy on the way to the vendor.
she : Billy... puss...

dan Billy mengekor dibelakangnya~

kalo dia mandi, Billy selalu nungguin dia selesai mandi. Billy selalu tiduran di keset depan kamar mandi dimana tuannya, majikannya, kakaknya mandi. Billy would do that, no matter how long his master would take time just to bathe.

God, do You know that Billy means a lot to her?

chemistry that happened between she and her Billy was extraordinary. mungkin kalian yang baca tulisan lebay ini gak percaya, but when she made Billy promise to her about something, Billy pasti dateng memenuhi janjinya.

aah.. Billy Billy... if you were a boy, she would date you and never break up with you.

apparently, she realised now, why in the world she is so in love with Billy. her heart broke to much, and she just needed a friend that always there. and that she gave up in love. she got it all in a cat. she thought that a cat would never broke her heart..

she is insane. she is out of her mind. but that is what she felt. she found her love, her life, and her always-there bestfriend all in a cat.
ketika dia tidur, yang dipeluknya cuma Billy. ketika dia pergi, yang diingatnya cuma Billy. ketika dia butuh teman, yang ada cuma Billy.

and now that Billy is gone away.
she cried.






to my beloved Billy:
you are my love when i need one.
you are my life when im down.
you are my bestfriend when im so alone.
you are always special to me.
cos you are special.



goodbye Billy,



my superCat...

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Just Another Story

loving you secretly might be so wrong.
but i cant take it.
i just love you--and that's it.

i got confused. YOU are confusing.
i just know that keeping a secret--my very own secret--is so damn hard.

something secret should be kept silent.

but i cant take it.
maybe you should know that i am thinkin of you each and every time.
you've come to my sences.
how can i ever be freed of you?


I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

if you're not the one - daniel bedingfield


i am so naive.
i want you. i need you. but i keep telling myself that i dont need you. i lied. i lied to everyone even to myself.

cos im too afraid of falling down.
every love i know is only about pain and falling down.
pain.
hurt.

ive hurt so much.

i know it's not right--loving you. i guess i should do what i should do--stop thinking of you. but i could fall in love with you. secretly.

i cried once, knowing that i love you and knowing that i'll be hurt again. that is why i keep on lying, deceiving. maybe if i lie to myself i wouldnt get hurt. maybe if i lie to myself the feeling will go away.


Fall in love, then it ends
I swear: This will be my last heartbreak
Even the cherry blossom trees shaking in the wind,
Will bloom one day soon.

The sudden summer rain,
Passed by my tears in a quiet stream
A scene so like one from my memories
A summer re-run of a fall drama.

Why do I keep getting done in by the same punch,
And yet still continue to fight?
That's one of life's little mysteries.

sakura drops (english version) - utada hikaru


it's true, i am that somebody, i am somewhere you dont know. and i am thinking of you...

God, please tell me what i should do best.

Friday, January 09, 2009

Dedicated to My Beloved Sister EVER!

the very first time i heard my sister is marrying THAT man, i was like 'my sister is taken away from me...'

anyways--i dont have a sister, i know. she's only my cousin. so what? gak perlu ada embel embel sepupu buat seorang kakak. i love her like my very own sister. wait, she IS my sister. beloved. ever.

i do remember all the silly things that we did. all the intimate time between sisterhood... kita emang ga bisa jalan jalan sebebas dulu lagi. ato nelfon curhatan sampe malem. hanya karena kakak gw udah punya suami.

but i realised then, my sister is still there for me. she is still my sister. i still love her, and always be...


26 Oktober 2009

hari yang menegangkan. bukan cuma buat gue, tapi pasti juga buat kakak gue. hari itu, gue harus merelakan kakak gue tersayang hidup bersama orang lain. yang mana, dalam pengertian gue, kakak gue gak sebebas dulu lagi. gue gak bisa seenaknya nelfon dia lama lama, curhat tentang macem macem dan ngebanyol bersama...

kakakku menikah hari itu.


AKAD NIKAH

i was about to cry, that time--the ijap kabul time, but in the same time i was happy to know that finally my sister got her man. the man was sitting next to her.

she was beautiful. so beautiful than ever.

i prayed a lot at that time. supaya calon kakak ipar gua bisa lancar ngucapin ijap kabulnya. dan.. alhamdulillah, SAH. udah HALAL sekarang. hahahaaa

im speechless im spellbound. i have nothing more to say but,
'ka egha selamat yaaaaaa..... love you kaaaa.....'

RESEPSI

kakak gua... sumpah cantik banget...

after the ijapkabul been done, the party was started at 7 pm. i have no other job but: EAT and do something like......

this.

how silly, me and my brother, kikie.


haiaaahh...




dua pakde blasteran jawa BATAK. yeeeaaaaahhhhhh~




hey, KIDNAPPER!!


oia, waktu kawinan kaka gw itu kan HARUS pake kebaya dan kaen dan DIKONDE. ebuset. mana periasnya galak galak lagi. kondean gw ancur dikiiiit, poni gw keluar keluar dikiiiiitttt aja dimarahin. buset dah~


seusai resepsi..

lov lov you kaaa muaahh :)


wish i can be like her someday... of course after i find my man. come soon pls :p

Friday, January 02, 2009

HAPPY NU YIRR!

DESA.

gak pernah mimpi gue, kalo suatu hari nanti gw bakal punya rumah di desa.
tapi nyatanya sekarang, dengan bokap gw yang lagi ditugaSin ke Serang, ahirnya dia beli rumah baru di sebuah desa, bernama Desa Sepang.

papa: 'sebentar lagi kita nyampe di Tokyo, nih'
mama, ade gw, gw: ?????
papa: 'Sepang kan ibukotanya Tokyo,'
gw: 'JEPANG kali paah! grrrrrrr'

haaa~

emang sih rumah gw ga berada di desa persis, tapi di komplek perumahan yang dibangun di tengah tengah desa. udaranya bagus, bersiiiiihhh banget. tapi yaaa, namanya juga di desa, penduduk yang pada punya kebo sama kambing dilepas gitu aja peliharaannya, sampe sampe dia masuk ke komplek perumahan gw. sampe sampe...

gw: niat belajar. buka buku bisnis chapter 17. tibatiba...

MBEEEEEKKKKKK

gw: ignore. lanjut baca buku. tapi...

MBEEEEKKKKKK MBEEEEKKKKK

gw: ngintip ke jendela. ada dua kambing. still, ignore it. lanjut baca buku sampe...

MBEEEEEEEKKKK MBEEEEKKK MBEEEEEKKKKK

gw: AMPUN DEH TU KAMBING TAU GAK SIH GUE LAGI NIAT???!!

MBEEEEEKKKKKKKK

gw: ngintip ke jendela. tiga kambing masuk ke garasi rumah.
gw: grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ya yaa.. begitulah desa.

warnet jauh, koneksi 3G non available, koneksi payah~
malahan, yang dinamain MALL sama orang Serang tuh ya PIJAY nya jakarta! mamam tuh mall!


NIAT BELAJAR, TAPIII....

gue sadar tanggal 5 Januari nanti, begitu masuk itu langsung UAS. gue juga bawa buku *cieh, tumben* Akuntansi, Ekonomi Mikro, Bisnis, Matek. tapi, dengan alasan kambing yang selalu mengembek *padahal sih gak berisik berisik banget--kecuali dia pada masuk garasi yang belom dipagerin* atau apalah. pokoknya ada aja deh alasan gw buat gak belajar.

i know im gonna feel sorry for this. sigh


EVEN BILLY GOT A GIRLFRIEND!

Raden Mas Billy, kucing gw, gw ajak berlibur ke Serang. sedikit repot sih bawa dia. tapiii, cukup bikin gw betah disana.

suatu malam Billy gak pulang. gw takut dia kenapa napa. namanya juga lingkungan baru buat dia. besoknya ahirnya gw cari dia keliling komplek.

capek capek gw cariii, ternyata dia malah lagi enak-enakan sama ceweknya! *dasar pejantan* tapi gw bisa bilang ceweknya Billy itu cakep, bersih lah. warnanya putih-krem gitu. gw namain aja dia BERTA WATI.

haa, papa. ckck, no comment lah...


BORING NU YIRR EVE

dalam suatu percakapan sms...

didi: fan, kpn mw bljr brg lg?
fany: kan kmrn udah. lo ga dtg knp hayooo?
didi: o, cm sekali doank bljrnya. kmrn gw ga bsa, ada acr kel. ah payah nh
fany: paling abis taunbaruan di. dmn lo taunbaru?
did: yauda kbrin. gw d crown..

di crown? waaah, it must be a magnificent holiday.

taun baruan di desa was just like an ordinary nights for me. sprint film di tv, masak, maen laptop, nyariin kucing, duduk duduk, tiduran, bosen, bosen, dan booooooseeennn...

it was a silent new year. please consider that it was a village. only a few children came out and play around while they blewing at such a horn. but however, bunyi jangkrik lebih indah menggema daripada bunyi terompet. ahirnya gw begadang sampe jam 4 cuma nontonin the da vinci code sampe abis.

tapi Alhamdulillah, gw bukan korban Gaza, yang gak bisa rayain taun baru dengan tenang. Alhamdulillah, Allah masih beri gw chance to live. padahal gw nista. padahal gw penyakitan. Alhamdulillah...


well, just some story then. obat rindu nulis blog. udah cukup lama juga gak ngepost.

HAPPY NU YIRR!!!
dont go with your past, your future awaits.