ini adalah video seekor pemangsa cicak yang ternyata doyan makan kue pukis -___-
Saturday, October 09, 2010
Thursday, October 07, 2010
It Was Dead Long Ago but It's All Comin Back To Me Now
I dont know if this is all about my ego or else, but it seems like I cant go through with you
It's like I'm stuck and caged and chained and cant get the hell out.
I wanna go and be without you.
But do you know, honestly, I dont.
"cos I love you, but I cant take anymore
there's a look I cant describe in your eyes
yes we could try like we tried before
but you keep on tellin me those lies"
Do You Remember - Phil Collins
I still dream of you, I still look for you.
Sometimes I think about you.
And it seems like always, like forever, I wanna be with you...
BUT I HATE YOU!!!
You're the one who broke my heart, tear my hopes and dreams and wishes, and put me on the cold cold wet tears every night on my bed.
You put me on the high sky, feeling your kindness and all, and then crashed me on the hot rough ground, for your unbeatable ego and your thoughts of perfection.
You, yeah, you.
You got all what it's said to be perfect.
And you never think that I'm perfect.
No, you never.
WELL WHAT ABOUT YOU ANYWAY? FEELIN SO DAMN PERFECT, HUH?
I really need to get off of you.
Although I dont want it.
That's simply because I ...
"I finished crying in the instant that you left
and I cant remember where or when or how
and I banished every memory you and I had ever made.."
It's All Comin Back To Me - Meatloaf & Marion Raven
It's like I'm stuck and caged and chained and cant get the hell out.
I wanna go and be without you.
But do you know, honestly, I dont.
"cos I love you, but I cant take anymore
there's a look I cant describe in your eyes
yes we could try like we tried before
but you keep on tellin me those lies"
Do You Remember - Phil Collins
I still dream of you, I still look for you.
Sometimes I think about you.
And it seems like always, like forever, I wanna be with you...
BUT I HATE YOU!!!
You're the one who broke my heart, tear my hopes and dreams and wishes, and put me on the cold cold wet tears every night on my bed.
You put me on the high sky, feeling your kindness and all, and then crashed me on the hot rough ground, for your unbeatable ego and your thoughts of perfection.
You, yeah, you.
You got all what it's said to be perfect.
And you never think that I'm perfect.
No, you never.
WELL WHAT ABOUT YOU ANYWAY? FEELIN SO DAMN PERFECT, HUH?
I really need to get off of you.
Although I dont want it.
That's simply because I ...
"I finished crying in the instant that you left
and I cant remember where or when or how
and I banished every memory you and I had ever made.."
It's All Comin Back To Me - Meatloaf & Marion Raven
Sunday, August 01, 2010
Suatu Kejadian Mengubah Namaku Untuk Selamanya
hallo!
Aku Boy Sitampan--tadinya. sekarang namaku udah berubah jadi Boy Anggoro Sitampan. ini semua gara gara aku berantem sama kucing jantan kampung yang lewat di depan rumahku. dia emang ga salah apa apa siih~~~
awalnya aku emang ga mau berantem sama kucing siapapun, ras manapun. tapi pada suatu hari, Chiko (kucing jantan yang tinggal sama aku dan keluargaku) pulang ke rumah dengan banyak luka di sekujur badannya. terus dia cerita sama aku...
Si Chiko
Chiko (C): *jilat jilat badannya*
Boy (B): kamu kenapa sih chiko, kok banyak lukanya? kakak marah marah tuh aku sebel denger omelannya sama kamu. berisik.
C: aku kan abis bertarung, boy.
B: ngapain sih kamu bertarung segala?
C: aduh, kamu ngga tau sih. kucing jantan sejati itu harus bertarung buat nunjukin kejantanannya dan ketangguhannya. kalo kamu menang, kucing lain bakal takut sama kamu dan ngga ada yang mau lewat lewat didaerah kekuasaan kamu.
B: ooh, gitu ya?
C: iyalah. kucing betina juga jadi suka tau sama kucing jantan yang menang bertarung. kamu mau kaaan jadi rebutan para betina?
B: waah..
C: aku aja nih, sampe capek bertarung, boy. akhirnya menang juga. makanya nih sekarang aku pulang, mau makan. laper, boy. bertarung tiga hari tiga malem ngga makan. *jilat jilat badan*
B: aku juga mau deh kalo gitu bertarung. biar kakak tau kalo aku ini pejantan. enak aja aku disangka betina. eh iya Chiko, kalo mau nandain wilayah kekuasaan caranya gimana emang?
C: kamu pipisin aja. kayak gini nih *berdiri, jalan ke pohon, pipis* dijamin deh ngga ada yang berani lewat sini. kamu tandain aja wilayah kamu.
B: oh ternyata cuma dipipisin doang ya? wah gampang dong.
C: yaiyalah. kamu sih dirumah terus. jalan jalan dong kayak aku. udah ah boy. aku mau jalan lagi. aku mesti pantau wilayahku nih yang disana.
Sejak saat itu, aku jadi termotivasi pengen bertarung. aku harus bertarung dan menang di pertarungan itu. biar si Sri (kata kakak nama dia tu Srikandi Suryani, panggilannya Sri, kucing betina yang waktu itu pernah main ke rumahku) suka sama aku. aaahh Sri *love love love*
hhh, aku emang kuper sih. aku ngga kenal kucing kucing yang ada di Blok A2 dan B2 di lingkungan rumahku. walaupun ngga kenal tapi mereka semua kayaknya ramah. ngga ada satupun dari mereka yang congkak, ngeselin, sombong, atau sok kuat. aku jadi bingung mau ngajak bertarung yang mana. tapi dengan niat kemenangan bertarung, akhirnya aku ajakin aja kucing kucing jantan yang ngga bersalah itu buat bertarung. setiap mereka ngelewatin depan rumahku atau setiap mereka jalan di depan aku, aku ajakin mereka ribut.
persis kayak 2 hari yang lalu waktu aku ajakin berantem kucing jantan kampung warna kuning~~~
Boy (B): EH! NGAPAIN LO LEWAT LEWAT DEPAN GUE?! (tentu aja buat manusia semuanya terdengar meongan kasar)
Kucing Kuning (KK): apaan sih? emang jalanan punya nenek moyang lo?
B: HEH JAWAB NGGA LO?!
KK: iih apaan sih lo galak banget. santai aja kali meen. kenapa mesti teriak teriak sih?
B: INI TUH WILAYAH GUE NGAPAIN LO LEWAT LEWAT WILAYAH GUE?! EMANG GA ADA JALAN LAIN APA??! PAKE AJA JALAN YANG LAIN!
KK: ih ni kucing kenapa sih? emang ga ada jalan lain tauuu kalo mau kesitu! lagian kenapa sih? gue lewat lewat jalan yang lain juga biasa aja. *sniff sniff* lagian ga ada bau bau elo disini. sinting ni kucing. gue ngga salah apa apa juga.
B: WAAAHH NGAJAK BERANTEM LO!!!
KK: iih siapa sih yang ngajakin berantem??? *jalan pelan pelan mau kabur*
B: *ngejar* HEEEHH BERANTEM LO SINI SAMA GUE! *nomprokin si Kucing Kuning*
B dan KK: *bertarung*
lagi asik asiknya bertarung, si kakak dateng dan ngelepasin aku yang hampir menuju kemenangan. buluku banyak yang rontok, badanku sakit, dan kakiku berdarah. tapi aku seneng banget ahirnya aku bisa bertarung beneran lawan kucing jantan. hahahaha!
pulang pulang kakak ngomel panjang lebar sama aku dan bilang kalo aku bakal dihukum, ngga boleh keluar lagi kalo sore sore selama 3 hari. mama juga marah sama aku. papah juga. 2 kakakku yang jantan juga. mereka pada ngatain kalo aku ngga bisa berantem karena aku kucing anggora. ih mereka ga tau aja, pertarungan bagi kucing jantan itu sangat diperlukan. hhh, heran aku.
sejak saat itu, papah menambahkan nama "Anggoro" di tengah nama Boy dan marga Sitampan aku. katanya "kamu tuh, kucing anggora tapi kelakuan kampung. udah nama kamu ganti aja jadi Anggoro!" ya jadi deh, namaku Boy Anggoro Sitampan.
Jantan, pejantan tangguh
Itu yang ku harap ada padaku
Agar, agar diriku
Bisa melumpuhkan tingkah liarmu
Pejantan Tangguh - Sheila on 7
Aku Boy Sitampan--tadinya. sekarang namaku udah berubah jadi Boy Anggoro Sitampan. ini semua gara gara aku berantem sama kucing jantan kampung yang lewat di depan rumahku. dia emang ga salah apa apa siih~~~
awalnya aku emang ga mau berantem sama kucing siapapun, ras manapun. tapi pada suatu hari, Chiko (kucing jantan yang tinggal sama aku dan keluargaku) pulang ke rumah dengan banyak luka di sekujur badannya. terus dia cerita sama aku...
Si Chiko
Chiko (C): *jilat jilat badannya*
Boy (B): kamu kenapa sih chiko, kok banyak lukanya? kakak marah marah tuh aku sebel denger omelannya sama kamu. berisik.
C: aku kan abis bertarung, boy.
B: ngapain sih kamu bertarung segala?
C: aduh, kamu ngga tau sih. kucing jantan sejati itu harus bertarung buat nunjukin kejantanannya dan ketangguhannya. kalo kamu menang, kucing lain bakal takut sama kamu dan ngga ada yang mau lewat lewat didaerah kekuasaan kamu.
B: ooh, gitu ya?
C: iyalah. kucing betina juga jadi suka tau sama kucing jantan yang menang bertarung. kamu mau kaaan jadi rebutan para betina?
B: waah..
C: aku aja nih, sampe capek bertarung, boy. akhirnya menang juga. makanya nih sekarang aku pulang, mau makan. laper, boy. bertarung tiga hari tiga malem ngga makan. *jilat jilat badan*
B: aku juga mau deh kalo gitu bertarung. biar kakak tau kalo aku ini pejantan. enak aja aku disangka betina. eh iya Chiko, kalo mau nandain wilayah kekuasaan caranya gimana emang?
C: kamu pipisin aja. kayak gini nih *berdiri, jalan ke pohon, pipis* dijamin deh ngga ada yang berani lewat sini. kamu tandain aja wilayah kamu.
B: oh ternyata cuma dipipisin doang ya? wah gampang dong.
C: yaiyalah. kamu sih dirumah terus. jalan jalan dong kayak aku. udah ah boy. aku mau jalan lagi. aku mesti pantau wilayahku nih yang disana.
Sejak saat itu, aku jadi termotivasi pengen bertarung. aku harus bertarung dan menang di pertarungan itu. biar si Sri (kata kakak nama dia tu Srikandi Suryani, panggilannya Sri, kucing betina yang waktu itu pernah main ke rumahku) suka sama aku. aaahh Sri *love love love*
hhh, aku emang kuper sih. aku ngga kenal kucing kucing yang ada di Blok A2 dan B2 di lingkungan rumahku. walaupun ngga kenal tapi mereka semua kayaknya ramah. ngga ada satupun dari mereka yang congkak, ngeselin, sombong, atau sok kuat. aku jadi bingung mau ngajak bertarung yang mana. tapi dengan niat kemenangan bertarung, akhirnya aku ajakin aja kucing kucing jantan yang ngga bersalah itu buat bertarung. setiap mereka ngelewatin depan rumahku atau setiap mereka jalan di depan aku, aku ajakin mereka ribut.
persis kayak 2 hari yang lalu waktu aku ajakin berantem kucing jantan kampung warna kuning~~~
Boy (B): EH! NGAPAIN LO LEWAT LEWAT DEPAN GUE?! (tentu aja buat manusia semuanya terdengar meongan kasar)
Kucing Kuning (KK): apaan sih? emang jalanan punya nenek moyang lo?
B: HEH JAWAB NGGA LO?!
KK: iih apaan sih lo galak banget. santai aja kali meen. kenapa mesti teriak teriak sih?
B: INI TUH WILAYAH GUE NGAPAIN LO LEWAT LEWAT WILAYAH GUE?! EMANG GA ADA JALAN LAIN APA??! PAKE AJA JALAN YANG LAIN!
KK: ih ni kucing kenapa sih? emang ga ada jalan lain tauuu kalo mau kesitu! lagian kenapa sih? gue lewat lewat jalan yang lain juga biasa aja. *sniff sniff* lagian ga ada bau bau elo disini. sinting ni kucing. gue ngga salah apa apa juga.
B: WAAAHH NGAJAK BERANTEM LO!!!
KK: iih siapa sih yang ngajakin berantem??? *jalan pelan pelan mau kabur*
B: *ngejar* HEEEHH BERANTEM LO SINI SAMA GUE! *nomprokin si Kucing Kuning*
B dan KK: *bertarung*
lagi asik asiknya bertarung, si kakak dateng dan ngelepasin aku yang hampir menuju kemenangan. buluku banyak yang rontok, badanku sakit, dan kakiku berdarah. tapi aku seneng banget ahirnya aku bisa bertarung beneran lawan kucing jantan. hahahaha!
pulang pulang kakak ngomel panjang lebar sama aku dan bilang kalo aku bakal dihukum, ngga boleh keluar lagi kalo sore sore selama 3 hari. mama juga marah sama aku. papah juga. 2 kakakku yang jantan juga. mereka pada ngatain kalo aku ngga bisa berantem karena aku kucing anggora. ih mereka ga tau aja, pertarungan bagi kucing jantan itu sangat diperlukan. hhh, heran aku.
sejak saat itu, papah menambahkan nama "Anggoro" di tengah nama Boy dan marga Sitampan aku. katanya "kamu tuh, kucing anggora tapi kelakuan kampung. udah nama kamu ganti aja jadi Anggoro!" ya jadi deh, namaku Boy Anggoro Sitampan.
Jantan, pejantan tangguh
Itu yang ku harap ada padaku
Agar, agar diriku
Bisa melumpuhkan tingkah liarmu
Pejantan Tangguh - Sheila on 7
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Fried Noodles Times Two
hello blogger! or you guys blog-reader!
oh well, you see, tonight I supposed to do something related to my Macro Economics homework but then I end up playing solitaire, putting songs on windows media player playlist, and knacking some ideas on this blog. notepad formerly actually.
"I've gone mad."
"I think I'm crazy."
those words kept on resounding in my mind. well, perhaps I just am.
seriously, I am stressed out. yesterday I finally decided to buy my favourite cigarette, Marlboro Black Menthol, after fighting with my own thoughts that I should really stop smoking. but every time I think about it, on times like these, it makes me even more eager to smoke. oh well, something just successfully done something to me. I finally spend my money on it, a lighter, and a shaver.
that evening I smoke more than usual on times when I'm "normal". I was once hated people who are smoking by the way, but now I am. how ironic. oh, oh, it's been a "senjata makan tuan" for me. does anybody knoooowwsss exactly what "senjata makan tuan" is on English? I've been so curious with this idiom.
and on that late evening, about 8 o'clock, I made a delicious Mie Sedap fried noodles. and, at the same time, I ordered bu nur *a vendor of gorengan and yes, a vendor of delicious instant noodles to anak kosan like me* to make me a portion of fried noodles with egg and veggie. so, count it! I ate two portions of fried noodles that late evening! plus one bakwan jagung, and a small plastic of kerupuk. in addition, before I was eating those two portion of fried noodles, I already ate much much much of lanting. so yess, definitely I'm mad. that evening was all about eating. (not to mention after eating jumbo like that I smoke 3 pieces of cigar again -_-")
aaaannddd what happen tonight? O yea, I'm still mad!
today, my friend actually promised me to go to Pejaten Village in the evening, after she has passed her Ujian Berkala satu for this short semester. talking about friends and short semester by the way, I feel so sorry and disappointed about my friend. well, he thought he would take it hard or uneasy or something else that would take much of his time thinking about it or working on it that may lead to lessen his time playing games he liked best (I suppose, not really sure though) or to lessen his enjoyment of this holiday. but hei boy, what about your future? you'll be even more wasting time by playing around instead of running on this thing called "Kuliah".
No offense, if you read this. this is only a suggest. never I meant to ruin your life with these thoughts, though.
okay back again, where was it? oh yes, my friend who promised me to go to Pejaten Village. in the end, she broke it. she said she was stressful and tired after the exam. oh well, I was sad, really. that's my only opportunity to let go this irritating thoughts and feelings and the wants of smoking. so I decided to go by myself to KFC Kemang.
There, I ate a package of KFC attack (rice, fried chicken, cola), a cup of brownies sundae, and a cup of cream soup. I spent approximately two hours just sitting there and enjoying wi fi. alone. I met some of my colleagues there. one of 'em asked me, "heiii fany! ngapain lo disini sendiriaan?" and I answered "nggg... terserah gue dong hahaha"
on 7 o'clock I get to my room (homestay). without further thoughts, I went to bu nur's place and order a portion of fried noodles with egg and veggie, and this time, with more chili sauce. having finished eating, I smoke two pieces.
and now, I intended to do my Macro Economics homework but I found it boring, so I opened Notepad and wrote this all. oh well, I still have tomorrow to do the homework. what a procrastinator.
I hope I wouldn't get sick after eating much of instant noodles -____-
It's a traffic jam when you're already late
It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
A little too ironic... and yeah I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures
Alanis Morissette - Ironic
oh well, you see, tonight I supposed to do something related to my Macro Economics homework but then I end up playing solitaire, putting songs on windows media player playlist, and knacking some ideas on this blog. notepad formerly actually.
"I've gone mad."
"I think I'm crazy."
those words kept on resounding in my mind. well, perhaps I just am.
seriously, I am stressed out. yesterday I finally decided to buy my favourite cigarette, Marlboro Black Menthol, after fighting with my own thoughts that I should really stop smoking. but every time I think about it, on times like these, it makes me even more eager to smoke. oh well, something just successfully done something to me. I finally spend my money on it, a lighter, and a shaver.
that evening I smoke more than usual on times when I'm "normal". I was once hated people who are smoking by the way, but now I am. how ironic. oh, oh, it's been a "senjata makan tuan" for me. does anybody knoooowwsss exactly what "senjata makan tuan" is on English? I've been so curious with this idiom.
and on that late evening, about 8 o'clock, I made a delicious Mie Sedap fried noodles. and, at the same time, I ordered bu nur *a vendor of gorengan and yes, a vendor of delicious instant noodles to anak kosan like me* to make me a portion of fried noodles with egg and veggie. so, count it! I ate two portions of fried noodles that late evening! plus one bakwan jagung, and a small plastic of kerupuk. in addition, before I was eating those two portion of fried noodles, I already ate much much much of lanting. so yess, definitely I'm mad. that evening was all about eating. (not to mention after eating jumbo like that I smoke 3 pieces of cigar again -_-")
aaaannddd what happen tonight? O yea, I'm still mad!
today, my friend actually promised me to go to Pejaten Village in the evening, after she has passed her Ujian Berkala satu for this short semester. talking about friends and short semester by the way, I feel so sorry and disappointed about my friend. well, he thought he would take it hard or uneasy or something else that would take much of his time thinking about it or working on it that may lead to lessen his time playing games he liked best (I suppose, not really sure though) or to lessen his enjoyment of this holiday. but hei boy, what about your future? you'll be even more wasting time by playing around instead of running on this thing called "Kuliah".
No offense, if you read this. this is only a suggest. never I meant to ruin your life with these thoughts, though.
okay back again, where was it? oh yes, my friend who promised me to go to Pejaten Village. in the end, she broke it. she said she was stressful and tired after the exam. oh well, I was sad, really. that's my only opportunity to let go this irritating thoughts and feelings and the wants of smoking. so I decided to go by myself to KFC Kemang.
There, I ate a package of KFC attack (rice, fried chicken, cola), a cup of brownies sundae, and a cup of cream soup. I spent approximately two hours just sitting there and enjoying wi fi. alone. I met some of my colleagues there. one of 'em asked me, "heiii fany! ngapain lo disini sendiriaan?" and I answered "nggg... terserah gue dong hahaha"
on 7 o'clock I get to my room (homestay). without further thoughts, I went to bu nur's place and order a portion of fried noodles with egg and veggie, and this time, with more chili sauce. having finished eating, I smoke two pieces.
and now, I intended to do my Macro Economics homework but I found it boring, so I opened Notepad and wrote this all. oh well, I still have tomorrow to do the homework. what a procrastinator.
I hope I wouldn't get sick after eating much of instant noodles -____-
It's a traffic jam when you're already late
It's a no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic... don't you think
A little too ironic... and yeah I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought ... it figures
Alanis Morissette - Ironic
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
#nowplaying Saigon Kick - I Love You
#nowplaying Saigon Kick - I Love You
*song started*
"I may not be the man I wanted to..
I may not be the king of wit..
I may not know the things you need to know..
I might not measure up quite yet.."
And there she sat, in the corner of her room, near the door that much seemed like an old wooden gate. She sat on the red welcome mat. Her eyes told much that she was sad.
"I may not have the grace of Fred Astaire..
I may not have the mind of Young..
I cannot buy the things you need to have.."
She took a piece of Marlboro Black Menthol she just bought from its box. Within the last 30 minutes that time, she already smoke 4 pieces. She just couldn't stop, she still wanted more.
"But something you can't forget..."
She dropped a tear, without she realized it.
"I love you..."
She cried while she was smoking.
"I love you..."
It was him on her mind. Him all over, nothing else, none else.
"Through the fires in all of hell..
Something I can't stop..
I love you..."
She inhaled a deep breath, exhaled it with a small cough. She definitely wasn't a type of smoker, but she enjoyed that seemingly.
"It may not seem that I care enough..
I may not take the time to say.."
What happen to her, by the way?
"But you can't leave me standing here alone.."
Oh, she was too bruised, too broken, almost impossible to heal her. That man she loved, oh she loved him so much, never really understand her feelings. She gave it all she had. But that man...
"Till you hear what I have to say.."
That man wasn't a type of a careful man. In fact, he didn't understand her at all. she loved him so much to die. She's been a really good friend, gave it all, but he never really care.
"I love you..."
And now, God has finelly revealed her the truth.
"Baby, I love you..."
She and he, were never meant to be, weren't born for each other, at least for now. God showed that to her just then.
"Through the fires in all of hell.."
Oh girl, he might not be the very best for you. You don't deserve a man like him. You'd sacrifice but he wouldn't.
"Something I can't stop..."
He's just not the man, girl.
"I love you..."
However big the love you had, he just can't pay it back for you.
"I love you..."
Wake up, girl! He's just not the one! Let's just finish all your work, all your struggle, all your deed for him!
"Baby, I love you..."
You're just too precious for him. God showed that just today!
"I love you..."
Noo, noo, don't cry! It's useless he won't see it, he won't understand it! Please, girl, don't take another piece of that thing again, PLEASE!
"I love you..."
Just promise yourself that you'll get up after this. You know you're strong enough...
"Baby, I love you..."
Baby, he's just not the one, God showed that just moments ago...
*song faded*
#nowplaying Pasto - Tanya Hati
you can listen this song, Saigon Kick titled I Love You, by clicking here: Saigon Kick - I Love You
*song started*
"I may not be the man I wanted to..
I may not be the king of wit..
I may not know the things you need to know..
I might not measure up quite yet.."
And there she sat, in the corner of her room, near the door that much seemed like an old wooden gate. She sat on the red welcome mat. Her eyes told much that she was sad.
"I may not have the grace of Fred Astaire..
I may not have the mind of Young..
I cannot buy the things you need to have.."
She took a piece of Marlboro Black Menthol she just bought from its box. Within the last 30 minutes that time, she already smoke 4 pieces. She just couldn't stop, she still wanted more.
"But something you can't forget..."
She dropped a tear, without she realized it.
"I love you..."
She cried while she was smoking.
"I love you..."
It was him on her mind. Him all over, nothing else, none else.
"Through the fires in all of hell..
Something I can't stop..
I love you..."
She inhaled a deep breath, exhaled it with a small cough. She definitely wasn't a type of smoker, but she enjoyed that seemingly.
"It may not seem that I care enough..
I may not take the time to say.."
What happen to her, by the way?
"But you can't leave me standing here alone.."
Oh, she was too bruised, too broken, almost impossible to heal her. That man she loved, oh she loved him so much, never really understand her feelings. She gave it all she had. But that man...
"Till you hear what I have to say.."
That man wasn't a type of a careful man. In fact, he didn't understand her at all. she loved him so much to die. She's been a really good friend, gave it all, but he never really care.
"I love you..."
And now, God has finelly revealed her the truth.
"Baby, I love you..."
She and he, were never meant to be, weren't born for each other, at least for now. God showed that to her just then.
"Through the fires in all of hell.."
Oh girl, he might not be the very best for you. You don't deserve a man like him. You'd sacrifice but he wouldn't.
"Something I can't stop..."
He's just not the man, girl.
"I love you..."
However big the love you had, he just can't pay it back for you.
"I love you..."
Wake up, girl! He's just not the one! Let's just finish all your work, all your struggle, all your deed for him!
"Baby, I love you..."
You're just too precious for him. God showed that just today!
"I love you..."
Noo, noo, don't cry! It's useless he won't see it, he won't understand it! Please, girl, don't take another piece of that thing again, PLEASE!
"I love you..."
Just promise yourself that you'll get up after this. You know you're strong enough...
"Baby, I love you..."
Baby, he's just not the one, God showed that just moments ago...
*song faded*
#nowplaying Pasto - Tanya Hati
you can listen this song, Saigon Kick titled I Love You, by clicking here: Saigon Kick - I Love You
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