Dear God

hi God! look down here! here! noo, not there, but here! take a right, right... noo that's left. to the right ah--yes, here! okay, now you see me, right? I'm a girl with the "euphoria 20". I'm not a good looking one. yes, now You've got me right.

okay, now, please sit next to me. or in front of me. or maybe everywhere around me you like. please just don't sit away from me.

okay. *deep sigh*
actually I need to tell you a story. a story about a woman who's been waiting for a man for almost 2 years long with struggle and pain. and happiness a lil bit. now, where should I start the story? ummh... okay, here......

they firstly met in the same organization. the man was nothing so impressive but the woman was so in love to him, until today. until the last of my story you're listening. until 50 more years perhaps. okay, just leave it there.

the woman wasn't so attractive too. but she was attractively so in love with the man. they had a good friendship since then. but there are reasons why they couldn't make it better, why they couldn't make it more than just a friendship.

the woman was so shy. she couldn't tell him what's been bothering her. she couldn't let her feeling out. all she did was nothing, but being the best friend for him, giving almost everything he need. she didn't text regularly, rarely made a phone call, hardly chatting, or even communicating with the "wall".

she was too ashamed. she did actually, giving the signal that she was in love with him--many times. but poor her, my dear God, he couldn't feel it. or he just didn't wanna feel it. wallahualam.

my dear God, she would do anything to him. she was so in love with him don't You notice that? I can't help it, I feel sad every time she feels sad. but I just can't tell You the details (let me just email You about the details. don't forget to text me your email okay)

now, can I make a wish my dear God? I wish You can look down to this woman, appreciate what she's gone through, help her to build her dreams, lessen her pain, hand her a loving help to make her love come true, accompany her every time she feels sad, hug her with Your warm-big-caring hug, and oh, tell the man she is in love with to notice the love she has for him. I wish they would be a great great great loving couple.

I hope You're not too busy for making my wishes true, God. because there's no other I could lay on but You.

okay, now You can leave. thanks for listening to my story, God. not that interesting but hopefully You know the meaning. and I always know You do.

Dear Allah,
Thank You ;)